I Hate Myself....I Hate Myself

I Hate Myself when I Hate Myself.
I Hate Myself when my emotions dominate my pragmatic life.
I Hate Myself when my eyes which Cry overcome Smile on my Lips.
I Hate Myself When i am more contingent on luck despite of my Strength.
I Hate Myself when my Un conditional love is the reason for some one not to love me.
I Hate Myself when i am silent though i have thousand words to speak.
I Hate Myself when i find myself traveling alone in a crowd of sailors.
I Hate Myself when low self esteem kills My Strengths and Performance.
I Hate Myself when i need to climb the ladder of life always through staircase though there is an Elevator.
I Hate Myself when i need to search for a pleasure in a herd of sorrowfulness.
I Hate Myself when i am always a friend indeed and i cannot find any friend in a need.
I Hate Myself when my responsibilities overcome my Passions.
I Hate Myself when i lose my identity in searching myself.
I Hate Myself When i Utter Yes though i wanted to say NO
I Hate Myself when i lose the Winning Game and win the losing Game.
I Hate Myself when my Belief is broken Unbelievingly.
I Hate Myself when I can't see MySelf
I Hate Myself When I Hate Myself....I Hate Myself....